define yourself.

my favourite reason to smile.

2010-01-29T11:12:00.000+08:00

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you... the one who turns to his friends and says, that’s her..."

when i woke up, you were perfect.

2010-01-08T18:07:00.003+08:00

i have been home for 2days in a row straight. this is boredom and stir craziness at its highest. cannot wait for supper tonight with my gays and girls!:D
have got my undang test in 4 days..and also college in 4 days! totally not done clothes shopping yet. was so looking forward to KL shopping with jenn&sya. then it got postponed :(( letdown of all letdowns! asap please.

i'd sit 'til daylight speaks to me.

2009-12-30T14:20:00.003+08:00

so my daddy and i went down to Taylor's Hartamas to reg for college yesterday, despite my earlier insistence on MCKL. why my parents are so insistent on Taylor's, i have no idea. to me it's not that fantastic..but ahh well. what's done is done so i might as well enjoy the campus:)

yesterday, went shopping with Jenn and Shaelah in DU. what happened to the shops there omgggg. horribly disappointing. got 3 tops though. who wants to come shop in Bangsar with me next?:D

and the day before that..or was it two days before that? went shopping with Beechey, who naturally ended up with more stuff than me.

anddd the day before that, sushi with Lea and a very nice unexpected shopping trip too :D

who doesn't need new clothes?

Christmas lunch :)

the salmon at Rakuzen! omggg heaven. Christmas Eve dinn with kaishen:)

my dearest kokinna -___-

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHA.

i wanna know what it'd be like to find perfection in my pride.

2009-11-26T10:51:00.008+08:00

now, wasn't this fun?
crap i need to get a prom dress soon.

i could stare at your face for the rest of my days.

2009-10-28T17:21:00.004+08:00

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one's laughing at God when they're starving or freezing or so very poor
No one laughs at God when the doctor calls after some routine tests
No one's laughing at God when it's gotten real late and their kid's not back from that party yet
No one laughs at God when their airplane starts to uncontrollably shake
No one's laughing at God when they see the one they love hand in hand with someone else and they hope that they're mistaken
No one laughs at God when the cops knock on their door and they say "We've got some bad news, sir,"
No one's laughing at God when there's a famine, fire or flood.

_____

these lyrics made me think.
think you don't need God?
think again.
in actual fact, it is He who doesn't need you.
don't confuse the two, the former brings an entirely different meaning.
He does, however, want to be there for you. He wants you to want Him. to live for Him.
it's your choice, really.

never have i heard anything more divine.

2009-10-25T17:35:00.010+08:00

Grad Night 09 was on friday. well technically it was Grad Noon but that sounds a tad bit sad.
jenn, ky, sya and i headed to some salon in Ou to get our hair done in the morn. bumped into jeremy and his mom and well... let's not get into that shall we. hahhaha.
was initially hesitant on getting curls cos the last time i did that i hated the outcome completely and was a wreck in nic's room trying everything i could short of blowdrying it straight again to get it to loosen up!

but ahh i loved it this time. lesson learned:show a PICTURE.

we were late late late to grad! luckily we were with sya's dad, and the whole thing couldn't rly start without him x) my stupid mortarboard kept falling off. i think it got accidentally switched with someone elses..i'm so very sorry to the person who ended up with an excruciatingly tight mortarboard! hahhaha.

OH. here is the vid of 1/3 of OneRedPaperclip performing at grad :)
jung's voice in the background is srsly damn amusing.

look at my hat -__-

mongs!

sya:)

leechers.

Rohini! she was so sweet la she offered to hold zhenhao's file so he could go get food.

jung!

i said to him, "stupid face kay!" he replied with "i don't know how!"
as we can see from this picture. he was clearly lying.

yy and zicong :)

mr siva!:D

skinny :)

damn sad okay look at the height difference! i bet if i wore clown stilts he'd still be towering over me.

mr tay.

this was funny. rohini grabbed me and said, "EH EH EH i wanna take a photo with that handsome boy who is that handsome boy ashley can you call him for me?"
and then she took matters into her own hands and grabbed qi. HAHAHA.

PN LEE :D

Ravi. physeeeeks.

the woman who gave me 45 for moral -___- nvm, <3.

i'd fall anywhere with you, i'm by your side

2009-10-19T22:12:00.004+08:00

had 2 wonderfully awesome open houses yesterday, Sya's in the afternoon and Danni's at night.
mmm i love malay food, sya! how could i not have properly tasted any before(besides nasi lemak ).

why is it that i'm getting incredibly slackish the closer it gets to spm. WHERE IS MY NERD MOOD i need to hang out with mataharians more -__-

this is the picture of ben yawning during some projectgsus band prac that i promiised him i'd upload in return to him calling me a chinese blonde :)
elegant drummer, isn't he?:)

any longer and i wouldn't have made it.

2009-09-21T15:08:00.003+08:00

oh look, it's September already. we made it through 2 trials back-to-back!
i had a very very very nice shopping trip with leanne on saturday. too nice.
so far hols have been awesome cos they've managed to somehow managed to kick studying outta my system.
on a last minute whim last night, kaishen and i had dinner in the Curve with jou,jun,qi,koks,jung plus boyce and kenneth. the usuals minus a few:)
I feel like eating brownies. bye.

of deadly cinematic, it's casualty.

2009-08-22T10:47:00.003+08:00

our school's speakers have got the POWER.

*whole class thinking and writing furiously during Biology 2*
"SEMUA AKAN KENA GANTUNG SEKOLAH......" - Mr Tay dearest, from 3 storeys below, his soulful voice emanating through the PA system.
"shit." - ChiunWei

what kind of headmaster dumps a whole pile (and by pile, i mean HEAP) of textbooks in the middle of the assembly spot?
so CHINA okay. not cina, CHINA. as in the country. mahhgawdd. i wouldn't be surprised if he starts caning people. but his solution to everything is the ever-helpful "GANTUNG SEKOLAHHH!!", so who knows.

tomorrow leanne and i are going shopping :D:D:D my hands are itching to browse through clothes racks and my feet are dying to try on shoes. i wanna buy clothes:D

how can i get better once i've had the best?

2009-08-05T22:24:00.003+08:00

the fake sick letter koksypoodles wrote to Rohini. and faked his dad's signature.
IN PENCIL. budget to the extreme.

perfectly normal people.

i do envy charlie chaplin :(

'like, OMG!' hands :D

MR LONG. last chem lesson with him :(
most awesome sarcastic teacher everrr.

"Alright class, what's the first step? Surin, what're you going to do now? Give up?"

LOUD appreciation dinner night last sunday :D

less than a quarter of us there. omg, the food took almost 2 hours -___-
there were like 60++ of us.

this was the only pic where i didn't look (as) squished.

the asian Vanilla Ice himself.

Iannn!

Ben and me feat. zhiyu, denise, and leroy.

it takes acquired minds to taste this wine.

2009-07-31T23:50:00.008+08:00

PICTURES FROM LOUD 2009!!

ProjectGsus minus Ben.

Ben HAHA.

Leechers, co-emcee of the night! and my backstage camwhore buddy x)

When asked to share their thoughts on makeup for guys...

zhiyu. who later requested guyliner.

Gabe. who only allowed foundation.

Daryll. who is obviously very open about his views on makeup.

Charlson :)

Billy Joe Lambert. both faces courtesy of Denise.

Zhiyu becoming BJ Lambert. Denise workin itt.

Gabe, stage monkey/lead singer.

DENISE. my pro makeup womann. thankyouuu :D

i love the coloured hairspray. smells fantastic too!

soo much makeup mahhgawddd. Denise did an awesome job!

then the makeup artists added a ton of blusher. but the makeup smelled nice, so i was a happy canvas on the chair waiting for my makeup to be done :D

hit me like a ray of sun.

2009-07-26T12:17:00.004+08:00

LOUD '09 IS TONIGHT.

stomach's fluttering, legs aching, shoulders sore.

results of jumping and hopping around a hugeebutt stage while singing for hours.

ohh this is funnn :D:D partly sarcastic there. i know i'm gonna miss this anticipation when it's over.

hope they don't make my makeup as thick as last year's. when i came home and wiped my face clean.. it was like taking a freaking mask off. and leanne said it looked like i wasn't wearing makeup on stage.

EVERYONE'S INVITED TO JOIN THE FUN:)

5-9pm tonight, DUMC Dream Centre, opposite colgate-palmolive :)

this clock never seemed so alive.

2009-07-21T10:45:00.002+08:00

got through auditions for TTDI's IU Day with beechey which is on August 1 :D but now i'm soo tired. july has been like whirlwind rollercoaster for me all the way..malam bakat, then the Man U match, then LOUD this sunday (:D) and then ttdi's iu day next next saturday. plus studying and tuition all in between. i'll just sleep earlier every night :D

PLUS I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WEAR.

ooh new vid up :)

unexpected, understatement of the year, that's for sure.

2009-07-05T21:33:00.002+08:00

I love my wardrobe-stylist cousin/uncle truckloads right now :D paid a visit to the man himself yesterday in bangsar to borrow clothes with kai shen, who was being his extremely patient normal self:)
was in clothes heaven.
!!!!!!!!

then we went to the butterfly farm. HAHAHA. despite my morbid fear of butterflies, it was funn. I tend to accidentally kick butterflies though. which was a new discovery for me.
Taken is a freaking awesome movie! even better than transformers2, actually. doesn't every girl hope their dad is like that;)

oh princess, you act like the answer.

2009-07-03T16:13:00.004+08:00

i'm blocking jenn, who in turn is blocking jasmine, who seems to be quite unaware of that fact.

pouts for himself.

my hyper squirrely just-turned-17 friend :)

are you aware of what you make me feel?

2009-05-30T22:03:00.003+08:00

shopped, ate, shopped, ate some more, nearly fell asleep in Paddington's cos we were so effing tired.
oohhhhh hahahhaha there was this extreme PDA-ing couple sitting opposite me and lea in PHOP. funnyy la the girl was like, super horny and all and kept tryna get it on with the guy but the guy remained like a statue. at some point she got dejected and gave up. and then gave up on giving up and continued her pursuits. or something like that. i was falling asleep.

things i really reallyyy reallayhhhh wanna do in my senior year of high school with friends:

Go to Port Klang(or somewhere by the sea) and eat freshhh fish at a table overlooking the water. the last time i did this was when i was 5 or 6, and i must've had a really awesome time all those years ago for me to wanna go back this badly! but no one's ever gna wanna drive that far, just for fish. and my dad hates fish.
Go to the zoo! i am serious. why do none of you believe me.
Perform solo, outside of my bedroom and school.
Stay up all night talking (or until we fall asleep, whichever comes first) lying on the grass and watching the stars. kay maybe not on the grass la, cos you know, bugs. on a THICK blanket ON the grass :D

crap i've got a I HUIV WGNVRBGCUSDFSOJGNVSDLVBGAWEO witch of a headache now but so much more on my list! bye shall save that for some other nonsensical bored moment.

your slightest look; easily will enclose me.

2009-05-30T09:46:00.007+08:00

the bestest and gayest friends:)
Teachers' Day celebs were yesterday. rather unmemorable, if i say so myself.

you do NOT wanna know how many times we had to jump in order to get a shot where we were actually jumping.

then we roped Mr Siva in! :D
hahahhahaha he looks like some pejuang demokrasi or something here.
very smart i'm covering my own face-_-

funnay. awesomest History teacher everr!

this is just a mere fraction of what went on yesterday.
but i have better things to do then sit here and upload a ginormous ton of pics.
like, shopping with lea for instance!
YAY, srsly. gna go get ready now!:D

oh and i did a new song cover the other day. will upload it later after i have satisfied my shopping needs!

if you want to be the one, darling don't pretend.

2009-05-28T23:04:00.003+08:00

poor man u looked so sad.
Spanish football is like, freaking awesome. ughh. as if i didnt know that already during Euro. why didnt i watch La Liga earlier!!

went over to jenngay's to take a nap yesterday. it was 10.30pm.
and nap we did!! managed to wake up in time, thankgoshh.
awesome match. Pique is hot. qi said he doesn't feel the heat. i find that hard to believe.
had like the bestttt sleep ever after that. have never felt so sleepy in my life. i slept through two phone calls, 5 messages and jenn leaving at 10am for tuition.

OMG i watched Star Trek. Lea came too :D soooo awesomeee i thought it was just one of those movies with awful hair.
never judge a movie by its hair.
still undecided as to whether or not i should go to school tmr? but it's like, my last Teacher's Day. hmmmm.

as we walked, we were talking, i didn't say half the things i wanted to

2009-05-27T19:04:00.004+08:00

well what do we do now? hahaha i've been anticipating this day for like, weeks before exams started. i even made a shopping list during my English test yesterday. THAT is desperation for shopping. or just sheer boredom.
somehow calling it "clothes buying" doesnt sound as appealing now, does it?

to stay or not to stay. awake, that is. for a team i detest. and yet am going to go watch them play.
what?? it's Ronaldo, pls. even though he looks freaking yongsuii on the pitch (esp when playing agasint liverpool), you gotta admit if he walked into school we'd all be like ohmygawding over ourselves.
suez just says "well duhh, in comparison to what we have here!"
hahahahaahha. you know we love our guy friends :) "guy" being questionable for a few.
you know who you are ;)

had Projectgsus band practice for LOUD 2009 on Saturday. it's been agesss. flippin fantastic.

Loud 2009 is gonna be different and completely better than everrr!
July 26th, people.
go to the Projectgsus blog for more info:)

whisper hello, i miss you quite terribly.

2009-05-23T12:56:00.001+08:00

three days to sanity.
found this pic from IR Day back in Jan. loving the candidness!
stayed up til 3am last night(this morning) due to a bout of musicality. and also for wanting revenge against the neighbour i have behind my house who plays guitar and sings theatrically in his underwear. EVERY NIGHT. til late laaate. with the windows and curtains open WIDE.
clsoe your windows when you sing la! at least i have the decency to.
my eyes have bled for what they've accidentally witnessed.

gay times in school: What To Say To a Mamak Waiter.

"Eh bang, satu teh ais, tak mahu ais!"

"Roti bakar sejuk!"

"Nak makan apa?"

"Eh bang, satu Milo ais, tak mahu itu serbuk Milo."

"Roti telur, telur asingkan, ya!"

when we were supposed to be studying Physics experiments.

you're a song written by the hands of God.

2009-05-06T22:40:00.004+08:00

OMG SO CUTE CAN DIEEEE.

Me. Mr Long.

"Teacher is that the answer?"

"No, i'm just writing this for my own entertainment."

"Ahh yeaa i see."

*snickers to himself*

midterms bye:)

i don't need the hope.

2009-04-29T22:32:00.003+08:00

today brought much confusion to us.

"Surin, you're confusing me," said Mr. Long to me.

"I don't understand what you're saying!" said Pn. Lee to Kokinna.

"i'm sorry, i don't understand what you are talking..." said a waitress in New York Deli to koks a few months back.

"hahahahahhahaha^^" went jennipoo.

was mucking around last night between studying and this is the end product. i repeat, mucking around :)
why is it so DARK in there? half my room lights were on. half is still sufficiently bright. youtube darkens vids =/

it's killing me to see you go after all this time.

2009-04-27T21:04:00.007+08:00

"Please remove these cutleries from my knees!"
- ChongKokWeng, during a particularly interesting period of something boring. -

got a new keyboard. doesn't rly make a diff anyway, as soon it'll be covered with my brother's sweat again. why do guys have to have such sweaty palms all the time? it's such a turn offff!! i mean, if playing computer games makes you so scared your palms start sweating buckets, don't play -___-
my mother's idea of a happening nightlife is attending weddings with "cool" bands on Saturday nights. cool being subjective.

had a coffee/pool session with john on friday. nikki joined us too later:)
trashed john in 4 rounds of pool, 4-0. but that was only cos he let us win, sucha sweetheart. denied it though.
but srsly, dyou really think someone who owns the 3-fingered glove that professional pool players wear(smirk) could actually lose to someone like, say, me? hahahahaha.
albeit the glove being the gayest thing i never knew existed previously. coming in a close second was him actually using it:)

the beloved glove.

i assure you i had my WTF face on throughout the entire four rounds.

it was a necesssity for us to camwhore with random things in ou. cos it was his last day that day, again.
you wouldn't believe how hard it is to get a pic with a security guard in ou! nikki and i decided to use australian and british accents and john was gna do the 'chinese-takeaway-restaurant-waiter-in-uk' accent.
not to be confused with a Qi/Koks chinaman accent.
but the security guards were so shy:( i wonder why.
so we moved on to our next target, the pie seller, who was so charmed, he helpfully informed us where we could obtain a free map of ou.
totally not relevant!! i think he was shy too :(
from then on we only pursued non-living objects. like all the kiddy rides. pics of which are in john and nikki's cameras:)
there was only so much rejection we could take.

it clearly said "No Obstructions Under Fire Shutter."
well, we can't all be able to read :(

hmmm i was thinking of doing a solo audition for malam bakat this year, since it IS my last year.
and maybe put up more cover vids? well that depends la.
me and my guitar set free. i fear for everyone's sanity.

a very very long time ago, we had FCS. no it's not Free Cornetto Sunday. there are better icecreams out there.
okay it was just 2weeks ago i think? where did the days go.

introducing Wallace binti Mohd. Toh Hua Jie.

quite the gangzta, i'd say.

KELLY CLARKSON'S BACK, BITCHES.

what you are to me is not what i am to you.

2009-04-15T22:15:00.002+08:00

a typical situation on msn is when i accept requests from safe-sounding strangers and then when they come online it's like we're best of friends and they just so happen to be horny and have half-naked pics of themselves as their display pics. and their names ALL sound the same. block. delete.
the scum of the internet. not that i'm unusually surprised.

the thing about me is that, when people around/close to me get angry/sad, i tend to feel as though something i did led to them feeling that way. don't know what gives me that inclination, i just feel helpless being unable to make them feel better. the cluelessness makes me a little withdrawn as i try to figure them out. is that selfish?

meant to go to school yesterday after the much dreaded 3x Ina and 2x Rohini periods backtoback all before recess, but my mom was too lazy to send me.
so i watched True Bloods.
OMG awesome series. it's some vampire love story series (HAHA) but Bill, the vampire, is so much better than Cullen the Constipated any dayyy.

those other girls, well they're beautiful but would they write a song for you?;)

2009-04-08T17:51:00.007+08:00

i have hardly any time to blog these days. but time whizzes by and before i know it my senior year in highschool will be gone and i'm not gonna let that get away "undocumented".
BU4's Family Day a.k.a The Day I Got Another Tan + My First Sunburn was last sunday, and the day before that was DU's Cf Rally.
stupid Central Park i had to walk barefoot! first time i had so much contact with mud in my life. but well apparently mud makes your skin softer:)
pity there were earthworms though. jinwai's dream come true!*inside joke*
saw a long looong looooooong one near nic, soonyi and yy's stall. awesome clothes they had!
the stuff i bought and my guitar are still residing in Kok's house. david, jung and i and i walked to kok's place after everything and um played Battleship LOL. which i won:D:D
later switched to Taboo. laughed a lot. omg laughed TONS that day. Pony hahahhahahah.
my face hurt.

then qi came over to join the guys in doing whatever it is that guys do with PSPs and computers. out of overwhelming guilt i did my addmath homework in kok's book, planning to tear it and paste it in my book in school. now that is guilt and desperation. then we played wii boxing in qi's house and hahahha i beat david and qi in that!:D:D
well sort of. since david was losing and qi took over during david's character's dying breaths. never mind the technicalities x)
had the best shower of my life (mud begone!) and then we walked to OU to have dindinn and watch Shopaholic.
stupid bimbo show la. the only nice parts were the guys and the shoes.

jinwai, me, chi. pointy toes!

alyssa :)
do we look alike? i've had a ton of ppl tell me that.
so if that's true, then we apparently both look like Kate Voegele now..

Kokweng "Kokinna" Chong :)

jenners penn. gaygirl :)

no wait sorry this is the gaygirl.

yeaaaa kumon!
although i've never been.

Leechlet :)

we're like giving Kumon free advertising.

my dear Karmunwati!;)

karmunn and jenn.

Melv! camwhoring to release stress before the gig x)

you and me and one spotlight.

2009-04-01T21:27:00.008+08:00

so yea, sports day a.k.a. The Day I Got A Tan(srsly) was last friday.
my last sports day that i'll be a part of :( and also the first hahaha. got roped into being sepanduk girl by yy about two days before sportsday. and hey, i tahan-ed the sun!! *beams*
it was simply a must to camwhore in that dress. freaking heaavyyy. the skirt had metal sewn into it. sort of had a little run-in with some "male performers" at the costume store hahaha. made for a few interesting moments.

soonyi looks like a little kid ;)
i honestly can't remember what was on the ground that had me so enthralled til i didn't look at the camera.

normality.

i think i've got to stop pulling faces at the camera..it often results in rather unflattering pictures.

whit, kinks and james.

it speaks for itself!

THIS ONE IS FOR YONGYING :)
love you truckloadsss and still miss you like crap, even more so every day :(

jennpenn.

this looks so Enchanted hahaha.

and a tad disturbing once you realize..

magnesium oxide!

zhenhao.

mudd!:)

qi.

chi.

jou.

derrick.

blue house's hard work:)

tangtang.

people i don't know.

ohmygosh i was dead tired in subway after sports day! soonyi and i (mostly me) were falling asleep all over the place.

REDS:)

HAHAHA.

BU's family day carnival is this sunday in Central Park :)
ORP will be performing. or not. that depends.
come buy awesome blossom possum clothes from soonyi, nic and yy's stall! i totally trust their taste, so this will be a stress free shopping trip for me for ONCE.
and you should trust their taste too!:D

oh and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KARYEE,
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY QI!
:)

and i don't know why, but with you i'd dance in a storm in my best dress, fearless:)

2009-03-22T19:55:00.004+08:00

school is starting in like.. tomorrow. so much procrastinating happened this week!
but there's still today :)
i watched Slumdog Millionaire the other day, and it's true what they say, brilliant movie!! so touchingg. and don't you think the girl looks like a much prettier version of Jaclyn Victor?

the whole bunch of us went for dinner in Kota D'sara after church yesterday. thankgosh for that, cos my mom was incredibly lazy to come pick me up from church. insisted i take a taxi back. i hate taxis. and it's just so unsettling to have to take a cab alone when you're a girl -__-
there was no way on earth that we'd all fit into jon's myvi.
jon just started laughing when he saw all of us waiting.
but miracle of all miracles, daryll hadn't left yet. more car space!

spent 2 hours just talking and laughing so hard during dinner that night til my face hurt. we absolutely have to have more nights like that, and we so have to eat steamboat the next time! or something that we don't usually eat. something differentt!
awesome dinner, awesome weather:)
pity we have practically starless skies. i only saw 5 stars in the entire sky last night!
jon dreamt that i was driving his car and completely totalled it, ending up in an accident where we were sandwiched between 2 cars.
i think it's a sign. my mom's prolly right to not let me drive.

qi piggybacked a half-squealing me(sorry i've been dropped before) across two roads and a little more all the way to hauyon's car and didn't drop me, thankyouu:D hahaha.
somehoww, we ended up playing left4dead again after that. hahaha shall not elaborate further.

when the truth hurts and a lie's worse

2009-03-18T23:52:00.005+08:00

so yesterday, koks and i went over to jenn's to do our bio proj and bake.
cinnamon rolls! i love love love cinnamon rolls, have loved them since i was like..well a really long time ago! honestly don't know why the thought never occured to me to try baking them.
had a minor incident with the yeast where..emgeee we were all ewwing over it hahahhaha.
but the cinnabon clones turned out great! first time too :D and they're wickedly addictive.
and then winston came over to sapu our babies and laugh at us with koks while football coaching us.
no, really! hahahha.

we used muffin cups cos well the recipe said use muffin cups.
cinnamon rolls, like people(and eggs), are special in their own way.

i sense a new trend here.

the Emo Kokinna and his pack of flour.

received a rather disturbing phone call in the park. but no worries, i'm not going anywhere just yet :)

i've got to know, what made me unbeautiful?

2009-03-16T21:53:00.008+08:00

my house.

the weather this weekend has been perfect:)
but i hate it when all i wanna do is enjoy the after-drizzle ambience outdoors and can't because of some inconsiderate people who have decided they much prefer ciggarette-smoke polluted air over evening rain humidity.

Liverpool vs. Man U, 4-1 :D :D :D :D
happpyyy. caught the game with the usual gang after church + jenn and cheryl at mcDs.
first time watching with friends and i am so glad torres won :D so cute.
cheryl and hauyon are with me!

i am not a bimbo okayy!
me. Jenn. Qi.
*clips hair up*
"OMG ashley you look damn bimbo!!"
"whaat! i am nott!"
"your hair!!like bimbo hair!"
" *eyes on the tv* -__- how can clipping your hair up make you a bimbo?"
"yeaa thankyou!"

2 1/2 mins later.

*turns around and sees me*
"OMG ashley you look damn bimbo!!"

UNACCEPTABLE!!
i mean, you get quotes from koks like:
"torres is even cuter when he breathes.. so ke ai!! *does peace sign*

and

"actually vidic has a very nice facial structure."
"yea he has a nice jaw!"

do they get labelled bimbo by anyone other than me, and even so only as a form of retaliation? noooo.
but it's okay i still love you all despite the bullying >(

anyway.
tried to shop yesterday with leanne in pyramid. total failure. well, at least the food was great x) i loooove Jap food. fantastic weather, again.
her signature "noo picturess!" look.
edit*pic removed due to undesired content x)*

half of OneRedPaperclip performed at HelpUni's Friday13th event. interestingg things happened :) coincidentally, daryll was the emcee for the night, and ian was performing too:)
ahh i'm lazy againn and i'm suddenly freaking scared for SPM. been slacking for the past week cos i was quite satisfied with my results. heee. but now i'm back to reality. so in a way being scared is good cos i think it's the best way to make me study. i scare myself into studying.

oh and we have another vid:)
crap though cos i'm playing guitar. where's joel when you need him.

skinny and nigel:)

daryll:)

have got a baking/bio sesh with jenn and koks tmr. hope there won't be anymore sweet mistakes.

could it be that we love differently?

2009-03-09T22:20:00.011+08:00

this is what our tv series poster would look like.

i look so happyy!

look what i found at the futsal courts :D

johnL's being ambushed..but the net saves again!
waisan:)
joel HAHA.

ben, hauyon, and my puffy eyes. 5 hours of sleep and 3 hours of a v. slow movie.
Sir Gaylord and the Ramly Burger Man.

we were trying to look drunk.

quite failed though.

the lighter became a hilarious camwhore prop.

THIS IS YOUR GREEN HOUSE KETUA CAMWHORING.
gladly flanked by your yellow house commander.

we is cooolzzz with our coolzzz handsignszz.

no, we have no idea who that car belongs to.

HAHA david.

i don't know what this is.

chokeholdd :(

cos i know you're too good to be true.

2009-03-04T21:31:00.005+08:00

today i almost fell in love with derrick's camera. it makes everything look so PRETTIFIED.
had a photoshoot during pjk, with our dear Tasik Bud4 in the background. makes for scenic pics.
waiting for the pics derrick!!:D
meant to study history cos i'm scared of the test i have on...tmr (crap) but ended up doing Red House Deco for like the first time hahaha. i'd forgotten the joy of smudging pigment around on cardboard with a brush!!
everything was really cute, unfortunately x)

i cannot believe Mraz sold out. should not have underestimated the number of fans like soonyi that he has. yes i should have listened to soonsoon! :(
poor wallace though. i think he's sadder than i am.
paramore better be coming here. i don't care if it's one day before SPM or on the day itself. the one in the front row screaming hayley williams will be me!

happy belated birthday carolbarol!:) wow 9 years since.
i'll try to make it on fri alrighht!!?:D

hard work well paid off :D

do you have the slightest idea why the world is bright when you're near?

2009-03-01T23:11:00.003+08:00

okay i've changed my mind. the worst sensation in the world is now dizziness. followed closely by the feeling you get when you want to throw up but can't. also closely related to dizziness.

why is it march already? i think i've lived the past week without knowing the dates of each day. gotta start living in the moment!!

i went to a cc yesterday! hahaha after church, and after much persuasion from jou and chi(about 4 years worth of persuasion from chi, about fifteen mins from jou), and sheer curiosity after dinner with jou, kaylee, qi, koks, chi, jon, john, hauyon, jung, and joel.
left4dead was funn! until it got dizzying.
kaylee and i were screaming um, a lot. THE POOR GUY NEXT TO US. he was smirking half the time, cringing the other half.

mamak for supper, where Liverpool lost to Middlesborough!!:(
ahh but that was only cos Torres wasn't playing. circumstances =/
i changed my bedsheets by myself(sort of). achievement!! tortureeee. the mattress was so freaking heavy i dragged my daddy in to help. one day i'll be strong enoughh!:D
or just get a maid. i've always wondered what life would be with a maid. you pampered people >(
mmmm coleslaw sandwiches + baking partner anytimeee :) if the maid isn't some psycho killer that is.

my brother is watching the Man U match now. i think it's quite a waste of time, cos they will lose :)

he was looking to the sky

2009-02-27T14:43:00.005+08:00

hi oh my gosh i miss the internet. have been avoiding it for a week++ cos of tests! and my guitar too =(
liesa and joel won bu4 idol :D congrats! i wanted to join this year but kinda forgot to sign up. stupid moment.
so a coupla very late updates.
the band and i got together last friday to make a few vids, will post them up later. or we'll do some more today and post those up instead. and ooh we might be playing at Help Uni's Friday13th gig or something.
last saturday,(or was it sunday?) went present hunting for a selected few with qi, koks and jung. because they needed a girl, apparently -__- trust yourselves in present shopping, guys x)
we went to pay our dear friend Wallace Toh Hua Jie a visit after that, hahahahhaha.

forgot what i did on sunday. i think i was with my physics book the whole day.
why can't i remember what i did?? was it thaat insignificant.

jaz is such a himbo.
"Must go to school to be a mechanic meh?"
moment of stunned silence ensued from all of us (even zi cong lol)

zhenchi was here :D

band practice bye :D

cos it's late and your mama don't know ;)

2009-02-18T22:51:00.002+08:00

my dad and i overslept this morn til 7.12 am. almost didnt wanna go to skl but then i realized there was PJK today, and that meant badminton with jenn!!too much of a joy to miss (hahahahhaa).
no seriously we do play badminton, much to the amusement of the football crew.
hahahhaha since when do girls go to school just for pjk?
my first time being this late in all my years of high school. (i'm a very good girl okay)
:D
of all days to be late.
NEW HEADMASTER :D
not bad looking.
omg anyone would be goodlooking compared to the previous la please. hahahahha.

finished my moral proj!!!!!! nothing like writing pages and pages of self praise that state how morally moral you are. yay moral!!
okay i've got a headache again. my neighbours are fantastic bitches who burn paper every single night and the smoke gets in my house even when the doors are closed.
smoke = worse sinus + sore throat + bitchy mood.
i have never felt such hatred for someone before.
lung cancer?!!?!?!?! i'd like to burn her hair right now. goodnight.

what did you just say?

2009-02-14T01:24:00.002+08:00

i might have a sinus infection. glamorous much.
had Projectgsus jamming session in church last night. jon dropped me home at almost 12am and i was soooo tired today in school. too tired to even laugh at koks.

"jangan tidur merata-rata!", said pn. aminah. and koks kicked me under the desk. great desk buddy, truly!!*touched*
gotta wake up early tmr, but not for school of course :D
sorry but that's waaaaay too early.

some hearts just get lucky sometimes

2009-02-11T23:36:00.002+08:00

i'm not really a sucker for the usual mindless mainstream stuff, but KatyPerry's latest has been in my head since friday now. and miley cyrus just humiliated herself at the Grammys. go Taylor!:D
cannot seem to get my mind on spm. it's like my mental clock jumps straight to "after spm". i still panic all the same though. but i do like the science subs a lot more now :)

got a haircut over the weekend. my hairstylist managed to talk me into getting a straight fringe, but halfway through i chickened out(thankgoshhh) and we worked out a compromise so now it can be either way. got rid of my layers because i am just so sick of them and almost everyone in the entire world has layers.
so now it's choppy and severely straight at the ends:) have not had hair like that in years! the small girl hairstyle lol.
sooo wish i could pull off short hair!! but i'll prolly end up regretting it. even though i know hair grows. VERY SLOWLY.

sore throatttt -_____-

like a hard candy with a surprise center

2009-02-06T21:45:00.004+08:00

it's friday and i am so happyyyyy :)
missed school yesterday. i wasn't planning on it, it just.. happened. i really really tried to wake up but i...just...couldn't fight the bed. anyway ravi was absent too so no physeeks.

today some pro bm author/tutor/*insert long list of achievements* gave a mini seminar that took up our entire day before recess. great, except where we were all suffering from aching backs and wrists and legs by the end of it.

lazy la.

yay gossip girl's done bye.

*edited*
i'm getting a new guitar!! after the "accident with my first one.
sigh my first one too.
ahh yay new guitar :D which means more song covers on youtube! wooo!

YONGYING WHERE ARE YOU.

and happy birthday James! it's past midnight now :)

is this in my head, i don't know what to think.

2009-02-02T22:15:00.009+08:00

one phone call can change so much. perspective.
ever felt just so compelled to do something, anything about something, but you're in a position that makes it simply impossible? like as in, really impossible.
and i'm not even the one in the most misery.
life's cruel jokes.
or maybe this is God's way of pointing us in different directions, different ways to make a difference.
i wish i could make it better.

which way, God?
if only hugs cured everything.

-

Jinwai's CNY party last friday night. the whole night was spent doing this

and a whoooollle lot of this :)

chichi -_-

hahahhaha charlson and koks.

we all look squished. we're squishy people ;)

after that, mamak sesh with jun and charlson. he belanja-ed drinks which was very kind of him to do so after winning almost everyone's money at Jin's :)
mmmm. great night.

i hate school la it was a freaking culture shock today. first day back and we had a ton of homework already. koks and i were falling asleep in class. which isn't very out of the ordinary la i must say but still.

"*sings* dooo you knowwww the muffin maannn?"
"yea, he lives on my street."
"ohhhhhh, reeeaaaaaaallllllyyyyyy????? ahahahahahah heeeheeeheeeheeheeehehahahahooooohoooohhoooohooo"
*fails to stop laughing*

i think i laugh too much. eeee laugh lines! :(

the rush and the waiting

2009-01-28T02:09:00.005+08:00

my wardrobe stylist cousin said i can borrow shoes and clothes from his company.
OMG FREE SHOES happyyyyy!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!??:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
he has half my dream job :D and i had no idea about the extent of it til like, a few days ago! tskk. city people these days.
sorry i just had to be a total girl there for a moment.

8(or was it 9?) course dinner somewhere in KL earlier with my dad's side again. the fish was soo good. reunion dinners are starting to get better every year. hahaha.
prolly cos everyone talked more this round? yeaa.

picture so pretty, but he is so pretty to me

2009-01-26T21:15:00.006+08:00

my grandma got me a Kipling handbag. i love her :D
reunion dinner on my dad's side yesterday.
oh gorgeous house and interesting conversations.

this about sums it up x) very mature indeed. he's a lot older than you think. trust me.

my cousin's dog, Javier! it looks a tad odd from this angle..

BUT WOULD YOU LOOK AT THE FUR.
walking cotton roll/towel!
everyone was "wiping" their hands on him x)
my cousin's some fashion designer or something and spends 1.2k on grooming Javier every month.
i don't think all my haircuts in my entire life have summed up to that amount yet.

such a polite baby :)

the funniest uncle ever, beyond funny :D my aunt's rly blessed x)

my brother.

HAHAHAHAHAHA my dad.

YongYing's caricatures of the insane troop :D click it, guys!

her going away present i made. well not the frame, i was never good at carpentry =/

and what better way to top it off with the hottest sexiest dreamiest most fergalicious guy EVER, (besides zac efron aka zaccy e.), HARRY POTTER!!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH glad you liked it yongs :)
not everyone gets our humour.

the rest will wash away like blood stains in the rain.

2009-01-18T21:05:00.008+08:00

went to PAWS today.
i didn't expect to cry when i was leaving. but the minute i stepped back from the cage i left Lucy in, it dawned on me how freaking tiny the cage was, and there were 3 other kittens in it too! and they didn't feed the kittens wet kitten food, just dry food. and the other kittens were sooo freaking skinny!
Luce was the fattest there. i miss her =(
and then the tears arrived. grand entrance too, like the opening of a water theme park.
i walked out literally with tears streaming down my face. and all the way home too.
went through half the tissue box. poor trees.
felt like my contacts were gonna fall out -___-
and there were lotsa people there too =/
the animal shelter was horrible, it was sucha sad place. even tho i've been to the SPCA before i'd never really understood the animals' sadness. yes they have feelings.
and the feeling of being able to do absolutely nothing except donate money and pray to the Lord above that those animals get adopted into warm loving homes just leaves me cold.

OneRedPaperclip practising 7mins before showtime =D

us girls after the IR Day gig.
for the first time i wasn't freaking our hyperventilating and panicking before the gig.

deceived yongying the whole time, discreetly making calls to the cuckoo crew to discuss the surprise farewell dinner plans.
i thought she knew, srsly. one time i was sooo close to being busted (or so i thought) i had to refer to qi as "daddy" instead. and walked away from her really fast. hahahhaa.

"let's say asshhhhlleeeeyyyy!"

"now yoooonnngggyiiiingggggg!!!"

trouble with the self timer x)

family portrait.
yes, VERY good value indeed yongying :D
we were at the rainforest part of the rooftop somewhere overlooking the smog-filled highway. scenic view.
koks dragged the table from Burger King some 20meters away and all the chairs too for this fam portrait to be possible. much credit given. within our budgets too :D
like yying said, very good value.

landing shot.

jump shot, where i failed.

soons looks so adorable lol.

lazy to say more. will elaborate more in some other post.

haven’t you heard I’ve fallen headfirst?

2009-01-15T22:56:00.005+08:00

ahh my weekend is impossibly packed! not that i mind at all la given the circumstances :)

another classic Rohini moment:

Rohini Koks Me

NOOOoooooOOOOooOoO boyyy, how can you hide in your pants???
(referring to a poem she asked us to substitute our own words in)
*grins* By faith!
But howw, this is not logical!
(irked) By faith la!
yea teacher if you believe in yourself you can do it.
gotta rly believe til it comes true!
this is not logi-kuhhl kuhhh-lasss, at least put "my father's pants" they're bigger!
but teacher we must have faith!
NoOOooO, this is very baddd..terrible, kuhhh-lass. are you like Moses? are you going to cross Jln Tunku Abdul Rahman blindfolded because you hear God's calling? are you like Moses?

(i honestly don't know how we got from pants to Moses to Jln Tunku Abdul Rahman of all places, but whatever floats her boat :) )

well not if i don't want to...
are you going to cross the road BLINDFOLDED, blindfolded, kuh-lass?
*koks and i mumble incoherently, wisely deciding to save our energy for the next class and not bully Rohini*
This is not logikuhhl, boy......
*pauses and does trademark Rohini Expression quite similar to 0.0*
Put "my father's pants" noww!
*violent laughter from the whole class*

Koks and i continued to laugh to ourselves for a good half a minute. this resulted in my handwriting becoming wonky and weird-looking.

okay who wants Lucy?? c'mon, i just discovered i'm allergic to her. tragic.
so now i can't keep her even if i wanted to.
and my mom haaates cats and dogs. sighh cruel woman.

she climbs up there all the time :D

sleeps there too even though we got her a box with old towels.

OMG!!!!!

and she can be yours!!
she's free too, you cheapskates.
leave a comment if you'er interested and please ask yourself whether you're truly able to take care of a month-old kitten.. she requires attention and feeding 4 times a day. kitten food only obviously!
i just can't bear to send her to the animal shelter. have you been there? there's just this aura of gloom the minute you walk in.
worse than BBOG.
:)

i'm losing you and it's effortless

2009-01-11T17:05:00.006+08:00

so freaking adorable right??
right after this pic was taken the dustpan toppled over and it scampered under the car, prolly cursing in kitten language.
i named her Lucy:)

anyone want her? seriously!!

it got ditched by its mom on thurs in my front garden. poor baby :(
i fed it some fish, and the next day it was still there so my dad got it kitten food after lea's cat food was too hard for it. haha.
then it started sneezing and choking on sat morning. i was sooo scared it was gna die! so we brought it to the vet. the vet reassured me, saying "Sometimes we cough like we're gna die when we're sick too right?"
hahaha. got her de-wormed. and cleaned. she had no fleas, surprisingly! but she's got a cold so now i have to feed her meds, which is horrible cos she hates it and i think she hates me too after i have to force her to drink it.
if you're interested, ask me please!
before i get too attached to it:)

so the first week of my last year of school is over.
my friday was very eventful, i got sunburned >( my arms were RED at the end of the day. i'm not kidding. cos me james and joel walked to jouee's house to crash bathe and eat before band prac. i dont know how she does it everyday. so far! or maybe the desert-like weather made it seem so.
Jou proclaimed i was cute all the way back.
i am not cute.
it was just freezing hot!

had a short CatsWhiskers session with jou after that, and one today to, unexpectedly :)
barely done CNY shopping!

got tagged by my fellow cereal lover YongYing. i hate tags but for yongers' sake, alright:)

01. What do you want the most now?
i want what i want.

02. What do you want to be when you grow up?
the perfect guy's wife :D if cannot then i guess a psychologist/musician. a musical psychologist, yeaa:)

03. What would you do if you lose everything in one shot?
be in denial for a while, then cry. and then try to get everything back, or at least learn to live without it.

04. What are you afraid to lose now?
Everything that i love. and everthing i take for granted.

05. Do you believe in love forever?
Possibly.

06. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
That really depends on the situation. and how can you love someone you've just met? infatuation ;)

07. What would you do when you're feeling down and depressed?
Sleep? haha hey it works sometimes! talk to God and my friends, anything involving music, shop, run.

08. What are the requirements that you wish of your other half?
loyalty, a wicked sense of humour, independent yet somewhat dependant on me.
oh and romantic enough ;)

09. Which type of person do you hate the most?
those who can't be trusted.

10. Do you cherish every single of your friendships? more so every single day. 11. Do you believe in God?
definitely.

12. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God and the people i treasure.

13. Do you find it necessary for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
not really la. i complete myself :)
14. What do you want your friends to be like?
my friends.

15. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
a friend they can come crying to. not that i like my friends to cry ;)
and i am not a bimbo!

16. If you can have a change, which part of your character would you like to change?
i think i trust my friends too much sometimes. always kena con wan. then get called bimbo.
but if i changed anything i wouldn't be me anymore.

17. If you're feeling low one day, who would you go to?
i'd do a self-analysis, and then run (hopefully not crying) to any one of my trusted and loved friends :)

18. Would you die in order to save the one you love?
probably.

19. Would you kill in order to save the one you love?
er..that has yet to be decided. what would be the point? either way someone dies and it's gonna seem like it's my fault.
it depends, as koks would say x)

20. If you have the chance to change the past, what would you change?
there were some unpleasant occurrences, but i'd change nothing.
i survived, didn't i?:)

the IR day things is next week and i'm so not into it anymore. no one's coming but jenn and yongs! thank you girls::))
and everything just feels so... rushed now. yesterday james called when i was half asleep and told me we had a 30-minute slot. at first we were told we could only play 3songs!
so what we're gna do now remains a mystery.

you could be my unintended.

2009-01-07T23:01:00.007+08:00

i don't wanna go to school tomorrowwwwww omg -__-
double freaking period of Moral and we have Cik Ina and she tests us on all the stupid moral values before we can sit down.
and then we have um a double period of ADDMATH i think. ohmygosh i hope i'm wrong.

but i still like the socializing part of school la :D
it's so different this year, the worrying over SPM kicked in waaay sooner than PMR. a lot sooner than expected..it's only the 3rd day of school!
it's depressing -___-
but not that i'm thaaat willing to do much about it just yet lol.

and you know now that we're Form5, we don't get to go to the lib during Chinese anymore! you know what the pathetic reason is?

"You don't come here to read books but to do your homework. You're not using the library."

LIKE GKNYTSEDNOKFBHEOISTHONGISERTH RIGHT!!!
it's a library for Torres' sake!!!
we take up like, 3 tables in the entire lib and we're a lot quieter than usual i must say.
first they chuck Rohini at us, now this?
today she was almost unbearable.
i don't know how smart the students in her old school in N.Sembilan were, but they must have been terrible, cos she treats us like we're stupid.
it's highly insulting. she constantly expresses her amazement at how good we are at English. and that we speak in English! and we actually manage to pass English.
my my, what a lovely surprise, we have the intellectual capacity larger than that of a peanut!
she repeats herself 758312 times at least.
called me "goodgirl" 5 times, refers to ky as "the girl who broke her leg", jenn as the "almost correct girl".
zhenchi is of course, The Big Guy.
and her handwriting...is like..okay this is just indescribable.

okay i think i'm complaining too much and just throwing a bitchy fit online via my keyboard.
haha and i was happy yesterday. i still am, somewhat:)
focusing on the bright side here, awesome teachers for biochemphysaddmath:)
why is everything so different now. i'm not the biggest fan of change, but i somehow adapt to it well. i think it's cos i eventually get tired of resenting everything and longing for what was. it's not so bad:)
anger's really a waste of energy, the way i see it. but i do flare up sometimes la. who doesn't?x)
it'd be rather worrying if i was happy all the time.
whoaa i just reread my post and i seem to have undergone a drastic mood change. it's not PMS:)

even if romance ran out of rhyme.

2009-01-06T22:00:00.004+08:00

yay i'm so tall!!:D
spent the last day of hols with this bunch in ou. sad sad day.
why? because KennyRogers was out of chicken. what has the world come to, honestly.
so we ate at Dave's Deli, which was not too bad but none can compare to the great Kenny R. not even Colonel Sanders himself. hello, has anyone noticed the size of the chicken in KFC these days?-___-
we watched Bedtime Stories, which was a sweet happy show :) Disney can do no wrong!
except Zac Efron maybe *smirks*
i saw a school bag with Troy & Gabriella's pic with a sparkly pink heart framing them. i repeat, what has the world come to.

we are seriously the most indecisive people ever. no one is as incapable to pick and settle on a place to eat as we are. ah who cares, we rock :D
went to somewhere on top of ou to take pics after the movie :)

hahahahahahahahhahaa.

i'm truly eternally grateful to have these people in my life. see how cool they are?!

SCHOOL'S STARTED.
okay, i was somewhat miserable on the first day of school. even with koks the Himbo as my desk buddy! i missed 4Teratai :(( did you guys miss me?:D
today was a better day, no doubt. i'm happy again :D
we've got awesome blossom teachers. except ROHINI omg eaigjaesgnsdjvbwuigtsnfvjuehousdnvlkaeiothslanfklsanoithwoaenkvsanilgwe
who's our class teacher. i think we'll all detest her by the end of this week. or maybe tomorrow.

Mrs Pauline: some people draw test tubes that look like condoms.
she's freaking awesome la x)

great in the eyes of someone

2009-01-01T19:55:00.011+08:00

it's 2009!:D
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
spent the transition from 2008 to 2009 with a random mix of people.. Jeremy, JohnT, Ian and Gavin. none of us could find our cgs and the rest of the bu4 cg was in the choir.
i was the lone girl AGAIN cos Jouee couldn't make it =/
hahahaha Jeremy and John were my entertainment for the night. we were laughing at everything from the zebras to a guy with a wand. after the clock struck midnight, and during a hyper song, yvonne and denise came running over to us and dragged us out to run a whole round around the auditorium.
said JohnT when we got back, "Feeling stupid now?"
hahahahaha yeaa. the first stupid thing i did of the year. was dragged into, more like!;)

Joel: Take a pic of the back of my hair!

Huaj:)

Qi:)

Jeremy:)

Ian:)

after that the bunch of us just lingered around the lobby..having somewhat empty conversations. or maybe they were empty to me cos i was thirsty. decided to get Mcd's and crash at denise's place, where we basically had some ProjectGsus jam and laugh sessions at 2am with denise's dog singing. so cute la.
my mom actually called to tell me that i was only sixteen and asked where i was.
*touched*
then me, joel, jon, kaylee, ben and gabriel decided to leave cos it was getting late anyway. Ben dropped me home, thankyou!:) had some fascinating convo in the car with joel and gabriel about Ricky Gervais Bill Nye the Science Guy. that was an awesome show! hahaha. got home past 3, fell asleep around 4. still have not recovered from the sleep debt.
was reading the book Danni got me for Christmas, Sarah's Key.
vair vair interesting, though not someting i would've picked out myself.
but it's interesting :D

before church, the whole bunch of us plus derek went to Danni's place for dinner. we each made something and brought it there.
me, baked potatoes. Cheryl, mac&cheese.
Carol bought a pizza and brought it there x)
and Shall brought O'Briens sandwiches! but okaylah, since she was working all day :)
and O'Briens makes good sandwiches.

hahahahaha danni wrote this to-do list for her maid. this girl's really particular about her dogs;)

me and the yellow people.

hooomygawdd how did we get so yellow?

-

Tuesday day out with Lea and Suez..took public transport to Bukit Bintang. oh slimy handrails and hot guys on the train x) there was a fabregas lookalike on the monorail too, but leanne doesn't think so x) shopping in sungeiwang is damn tiring la. you have to look really really hard for non-lala things. and 90% of the stupid shops don't let you try on clothes! what is thisss. don't want business issit -___-

this guy...

looks like torres with brown hair! zoom in!

camwhoring in the middle of the streets.

suez:)

she never wants to take pics with me!!

eee the guy on the right looks scary. went to Pavilion for dinner at Madam Kwan's. bumped into Pn.Chan!:) sang boyzone songs thru dinner and all over Pav. the guy at the gelato stall was sooo nice!:D damn funny la we ran to lea's mom's car, me holding ice cream and suez holding her pepper rice. hahahaha. and it was drizzling somemore!

-

Zi Chuen's Murder Mystery Party

yea so this was a while ago..last saturday to be exact.

camwhore of the night!

nic, me, koks.

tangtang:)

qi,nic,soonyi,jou,me..koks?

chuens adorable cousin! and Princess HuaJ.

jou, caryi, shing, me, nic :)

omg.

family portrait?

the theme was supposed to be fairytale. naturally, the girls dressed up. and the guys wore school uniforms -____- kokinna's idea.
Chuen did a great job planning the whole thing, it was something different:)
there're tons more pics, guys, about 130plus to be exact. damn lazy to post up all la! will post them on facebook when i can. i tried about 10 times to upload them and facebook wouldn't let me=(

have heart my dear, we're bound to be afraid

2008-12-26T22:23:00.007+08:00

spent half the day watching what is prolly the most brainless, shallow and superficial (did i mention brainless?) show on earth.
Vanity Lair. hey the name kinda has a nice ring to it.
had no idea such a show existed til YongYing and i decided to watch it for fun today while we were waiting for soonyi, qi and koks at her place. hilarousityy :D
Jonny Cope is delish :D he's the winner. he's not conventionally hot, more like scruffy haired and gorgeous-eyed and charming.
can't find any good pics of him..the pics don't do him justice!

there was this guy, zac efron lookalike!!
personality like him too. he was on the verge of crying when told he had to have his hair pushed up with a hairband for a photoshoot. and started complaining and whining about how he loved his hair and it was really important to him and a load of crap.
and when he found out he was deemed "least attractive" in the house, he dramatically left the dinner table and threw up.
damn bimbotic!!!!
but highly amusing x)

he'd rather lose his legs than his hair!
"i can always get prosthetic legs", said he.
did it ever occur to him that wigs would be a lot cheaper and convenient?!
brainless show!! but i watched cos it was so so funny Yongs and i were laughing the whole way :)

when the divas finally arrived, we got started on The Matrix. i'd never seen that show before and was lost at first. but then it got really interesting and funny too x)
especially with koks and qi beside you to make ridiculous comments.
when there was a dramatic fight scene goin on at a deserted train station(home to a sleeping homeless man), koks vented out his sympathy for the hobo.
"the poor old man! sleeping there and then they come and fight."
yea people usually concentrate on the fighting going on but not koks, he concentrates on sleeping old men cos he's Kokinna!:D
soonyi really loved the names in the show.
"i'm gonna name my kids Trinity and Morpheus!"
"really?"
"nope!"

awesome day:)
p.s. NO PICTURES OMG?! how could we not camwhore??:(
and i'm addicted to leona lewis' version of Run.

this is the deep and thought-provoking conversation between me and koks a few minutes ago.

ashley! says:
you laugh a lot
[ .__> ] koksandcocksinsocks says:
hahaha
[ .__> ] koksandcocksinsocks says:
xD
ashley! says:
every few sentences
ashley! says:
sure got "hahaha" or "lol"
[ .__> ] koksandcocksinsocks says:
fine lor..i'll be emo now
ashley! says:
hahahahha
[ .__> ] koksandcocksinsocks says:
:(
ashley! says:
aww
ashley! says:
sadnya
[ .__> ] koksandcocksinsocks says:
how are you?
[ .__> ] koksandcocksinsocks says:
:(
ashley! says:
good =(
[ .__> ] koksandcocksinsocks says:
really?..oh man.thats so...good:(
[ .__> ] koksandcocksinsocks says:
:(
ashley! says:
i ate fishballs *sniff*
[ .__> ] koksandcocksinsocks says:
oh man!..tats better!..:(
ashley! says:
this is so gay =((
[ .__> ] koksandcocksinsocks says:
whats so gay?.. :(
ashley! says:
but you're still funny *sobsobb*
ashley! says:
you la
ashley! says:
:(
[ .__> ] koksandcocksinsocks says:
i'm funny when i'm sad..?..tats so....harshhh
[ .__> ] koksandcocksinsocks says:
:(
ashley! says:
i'm sorry koks it's the truth =/
[ .__> ] koksandcocksinsocks says:
the truth of all mighty telephone booth?..:(
[ .__> ] koksandcocksinsocks says:
thats so sweet
ashley! says:
mmhmm..the matrix was funny =(
[ .__> ] koksandcocksinsocks says:
yeah..i'm laughing..hahahha..see?:(

with fancy clothes, and fancy ca-ars!

2008-12-25T20:02:00.007+08:00

omg that song is so annoying but it's stuck in my head!
hahaha reminds me of time time after worship team prac heading for dinner and we were in..zhiyu's car? and all the guys lifted their hands up to the song. so freaking funnyyyy :D
i've baked for 3days straight withOUT an electric mixer and when i woke up this morning my arm felt like crap!
MERRY AWESOME CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE :D
i don't preach, but the real meaning about Christmas has got so lost due to it being so commercialised these days! seriously, i look at all the malls' Christmas decos and it's so disgusting. like ou for example. the "snow" is grey! it looks like huge dustballs on the stage -___-
Christmas is a day to commemorate and celebrate Jesus. i'm not entirely sure whether it's really Jesus' birthday, cos that's been debated over the years.
so yeah. go on and celebrate, people! you've got an extremely good reason to:)

this morning was sooo stupid..i felt so unbelievably dumb!:(
i thought church started at ten, so i set my alarm for 9.15.
and then Edmund calls me at 9am asking where i am and i'm like NOOOOOOOO i overslept for church.
on christmas morning!! who does that?!!
shortly after, my phone died, which explains why i didn't get jouee's calls.
i'm sorry! and i really wanted to go, too.
ahh well it's still Christmas :D

Matrix trilogy marathon/laugh session at YongYing's place tmr with the insane people! awesome blossom :D
and i realized the last time we were out i hardly took pics with you, Yongs! and that was the main reason for going out in the first place -___-
tomorrow i'm gna force you guys to camwhore. which shouldn't be too hard cos i know camwhoring is contagious.

next year something awful is going to happen and i'm so dreading it.
and all the good stuff is gonna happen next year too with the band!
oh we got the wedding gig:D:D
quite funny how we're so excited about the fact that we're getting paid, we cared less about the guy's wedding at first. but then the seriousity of the situation (this sentence sounds so serious right!) sunk in and now i'm scared again. but i'll be alright, in time x)
and Cuzario asked me to be in his show!! Track Of Talents. omg yay?! new season starts feb'09. bummer, again. still considering it...i'm really interested! just need to pile on the confidence first though..
the fact that Mia Palencia's in it got me psyched about it :D Mia Palencia!! and Bus Company!
but then again, there's that horrible thing next year.

pictures from good times passed!

this was ages ago! jennpenn :)

me, shing, and huaJ.
wonder who the awesome photog was who cut off half our heads.

andd... this guy just loves the camera.

Koks! Kokinna :D

me, hauyon, soonyi, liesa :D
it was our physics exam the VERY NEXT DAY kay!
but i brought my bio book cos it was smaller.
unlike soonyi, who chucked a huge physics book in her bag and brought it to liesa's sweet sixteen ;)

you treat me right, but so does he.

2008-12-22T23:20:00.003+08:00

this past week, oh wait it's already monday. okay since last tuesday i've been going out everyday, not having time for myself. yes i am that kinda person who needs her own time once in a while. pref everyday, if possible actually. but it's the holidays, and everyone wants to go out right? the fact that everyone wants to go out with me is the main problem..sighh i can't help it.
okay i was just kidding. not. okay kidding la x)

why do people apologise? do they say it just to clear the air, cos they're scared of arguments or confrontation, or cos they're really sorry? or cos they're guilty? there're so many reasons that people apologise for other than the fact that they're really sorry. which half the time is not true anyway.

so a short recap of my week, just in case i accidentally bang my head real hard on something somehow in the future and forget my life, i can read this blog to further add confusion as to who i am (i'm a very indecisive person).
so tuesday. hmmm. i can't really remember what i did, this memory loss is happening sooner than i expected...
wednesday was yinky's sweet sixteen party at Tropicana. Lea and i went shopping in ou before that. i think we bumped into a gazillion shillion people that day. and it was a wednesday! not as predictably uneventful as tuesdays are.

Yinkz's party was fun. i got pushed into the pool 245968 times. failed to push Julian in about the same amount of times. ah wong is just so...not heavy. well he doesnt look heavy does he? damn skinny right! hahaha looks can be deceiving.
i even got pushed into the pool when i was eating cake -__- how unfortunate.
Yinky: "omg asheee there's cake in the pool!CAKE IN THE POOL!!"
yes i know sweetie, sorry i had no time to react and gracefully toss the cake aside while i let myself succumb to gravity and fall into the pool!

Thursday, watched The Day the Earth Stood Still with YongYing, JouEe, Qi, Koks, and Chuen. not bad in the epic sense la i guess. and Keanu Reeve's FACE. and his movements. hahahhaha hilarious!! Yongs and i were choking with laughter during the hospital bed scene. we dragged the guys shoe shopping and they were just sitting there in one corner of the shop. i pitied them :)

Friday...one helluva day!had to go renew passports..me, my bro and mom. so we went to the centre in Damansara Heights, and my dad forgot his real ic and my mom never renewed her old ic to get a MyKad. so me and my bro couldn't get our passports renewed cos we're underage, and needed a parent's ic. ahem ahem. the lady said we could jsut use our mom's, since my dad didn't need to renew his passport anyway. so my mom went to the MyKad place downstairs, and we were thinking, oh, how convenient!
but nooo, the computer system was down! how inefficient.
so we had to go ALL the way to Old Town to the other MyKad office, but my mom's thumbprint wasn't clear enough cos her skin was too dry from dermatitis or something that makes your hands dry. and she left one of the required documents at home. so we had to home. and then to freaking Shah Alam to get some endorsement that confirms her thumbprint. and then back to Old Town.
FROM 8AM TO 2PM.
could've driven to Singapore and back already!! and then we waited til 5 for our passports to be done. that night i slept at 7something -_____-

i got baptised on Sat :) thanks qi, huaj, and koks for coming!

went out with Danni, Shall, Carol and Derek on Sunday. watched Yes Man and it was funnayy! had this really awesome apple pie at Delicious, and dinner at Sushi Zianmai. our waitress loved us. she showed us her mean face the whole time.

okay i'm lazy to blog more cos i'm sleepy.

OHHH BTW.
Cuzario from 1AM knows Cesc Fabregas' cousin! Joe Fabregas. they go to the same church. in Puchong.
LIKE OMG RIGHT LEANNE???!!!!
he's not kidding. but his cousin's old. he has like, 5 kids, according to Cuzario. and we're cool x)
just found out like half an hour ago. still in a "wowwww" state.

i miss the sound of your voice

2008-12-15T21:51:00.013+08:00

isn't this picture just gorgeous? i took it xD
i'm back from church camp! and it was a freaking awesome 4days there!
IT WAS SO MUCH FUN.
hahahahahaha you never thought i'd say this right? i had fun--no, i loved camp.
now i wanna go back!
it was at an NS campsite in Pahang..and it was gorgeous! as you can see from the pic above :D
literally from the moment i stepped in i was like "omgosh this place is so beautiful! etc etc."
Qi and HuaJ compared that to " bagai rusa masuk kampung". which is really inaccurate, as that place was so not kampung-like :)

i did the flying fox!!!!!
it was like...50 feet high? i dont know it seem really really high. iswear it's higher than you think. you feel like you're the same level as the mountain peaks!
climbing up the stairs was even scarier than the real thing cos you can see the ground beneath you. Maybelle and i were freaking out even more and hugging before it was our turn. quite hilarious now when i think of it x)
i was hesitating and hyperventilating so much but went i went, it was so awesome!

-Melvin- [goh] says:
you were like screaming all the way down
-Melvin- [goh] says:
the guy looked irritated

HAHAHAHAHA maybe that was why he pushed me off.

and then the kayaking!!
so so fun!!! again, me and my kayak partner, Stephanie, were screaming even before Leroy pushed our boat into the water.
eh we had this terrible fear of ourkayak overturning kay!
you would too, if you'd seen the water in the lake x)
we couldnt get the kayak turning properly, so the ns trainer guy in the kayak beside us had to give us a push with his oars, and accidentally hit my arm. there's a very nice bruise there now. great souveneir.
but my arms got a good workout from paddling, is all i can say.

overall..had a really great time, and wicked fun besides that :D
am really not up to typing a lot now, so the pictures will shout!

ProjectGsus with 3 of the guys from 1AM!
1am were really really nice, they helped us soundcheck and gave us a lot of advice.

Denise and i doing the HSM jump x)

some huge mountain that looks like a rock with trees growing on it!

Rubber faces with qi :)

camera phobic guy.

Edmund!
i was stuck deciding between a raised eyebrow confused look and smiling and ended up doing both -___-

on the 2nd night of camp, met these 3 girls lying down on the pier by the lake. we lay down staring at the stars laughing at every single random thing off the top of our heads...laughing so loud all the guys eventually left.

jia huey, another denise, yen yi and me, on the pier by the pretty albeit polluted lake :D
yen yi's holding her phone with the flash on over our heads, cos the flash wouldn't reach us from where edmund was standing to take the pic and none of us had our cameras with us. so i came up with the brilliant idea to use the flash from her phone to illuminate us. inspired by mr bean.
which didn't really work out anyway. lol.

"the moon's so round!"
"it's so bright and irritating!"
"yea i wish we had sunglasses or something"
"imagine if people came and saw 4 girls lying down on the pier staring at the sky wearing sunglasses at midnight."
*sound of a car approaching*
"imagine if that car just came straight and flew over us into the lake!"
"and we'd be like woahh just staring at the flower"
"what flower?"
"you know, the ones on the tyres?"
"i think it's only called flower in malay."
"i think i just irritated myself."

hahahahaha. there was laughter in between practically everything we said.

me, jia huey and yen yi, ignoring denise.

my games group, Tullsta x) we won 3rd place! that's our loot.

pretty pretty view from the hall upstairs!

Jasmine :)

junwei, jas, me, zhiyu.

me looking really short next to JunWei.

Ian!

Jude from 1AM. LOL.

pretending to be confused.

the ever inaudible HuaJ :)

dramatic.

Gabriel :)

Ian: Gabriel you ruined the pic la.
hahahaha Ian being so proud of his photography skills.

John Tay and his statement hat! yes i know a lot of Johns.

ZhiWei:)

on the bus ride home. Huaj, joel, lydia, ed and qi.
somebody apparently drooled x)

i know right!!!

Ben :)

ZhiYu:)

to let you walk away.

2008-12-08T18:27:00.004+08:00

i would've prolly died of boredom today.
one tree hill's first season sucksssss. i wonder how it even got another season judging from the first? but thankgosh it did and as we all know onetreehill is awesome shizz :D
gna go pasar malam later with leanne, YEAAA ;) and i just realised i've never been with friends before, how sad. my dad and bro walk reallly fast cos they're guys and detest shopping, while i take my sweet time and look at everything :)
my dad's so used to me doing that he doesn't even bother looking behind to see if i'm still alive, hmmmph.
singapore shopping plans are prolly dashed, cos of the wonderfulness of my parents. but it's okay, i know i'll find a way to make up for the lack(?) of shopping, somehow.
smkttdi-ians. never bothered to tell us that we're not in for the ttdi prom. apparently there's some funding probs with it, so everything's a mess. or so i heard.
but on the bright side, we got through auditions for DU's I.R. Day :D

2008-12-07T22:32:00.005+08:00

Prom was fun! but apparently i'm the only one who seems to think so.
OH YEA.
JAMES GOT VOTED PROM KING.
we all find it very amusing x)
i quote Jon, "He's a librarian! Librarians don't become prom kings!"

woke up at 9am and couldn't fall back asleep again cos PromKing called all of us -___-
joel, james and i reached the hotel at 2. and the drums weren't there yet. so we hung around the ballroom, eating donuts, waiting..
then we went to Bentleys and i saw the prettiest guitar there. with a not so pretty price tag.
bumped into steph,shujian,waisan,yvonne and some others in the Curve:) after our hellogoodbyes, went back to the hotel.

we were all damn bored waiting!!and then the drums arrived! they bought a brand new drum set just for prom..quite surprising and not a very smart thing to do cos it wasn't seasoned yet. but the drummers had plenty fun seasoning it, no doubt. as usual, i started freaking out. joel and chi do not do a very good job in calming people down.
edmund and melv do :D awesome people.

Jazzy, co-emcee of the night, bending down to make me look taller :)

keyboardist!

drummer :) chichi put that napkin on my head.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHICHI :):)
the guy who named the bluetooth on his phone "I is Hot".
you'll always be taller than me :)

guys who stone during prom, using their water goblets as musical instruments.

bassist :)

sinnyi!:)

One Red Paperclip :D
chi, edmund, joel, me, james, nigel, melvin.

yet another failed band pic for our collection.

i managed to get edmund to pose! got him to pout too but i don't like that pic x)

i censored it! HAH, chi!

i'm not sure what the caption should be, honestly.

i was panicking so badly backstage in the dressing room, i couldn't breathe properly -___-
really have to get used to this! ughh.
our performance went smooth, no glitches anywhere. cept for one part in Decode where Chi's guitar strap came off. but i didn't notice any diff in sound and thankgosh we have 3 guitarists.
but we didn't win best performance, these 3 dancing guys did:)
awesome, unexpected night:)

camp's in 4 days! and i''m having second thoughts. but i know i'll be brave and go for camp :D
ooh and i made it into the worship team for camp:D yayy! so of course i won't back out of camp. that thought never crossed my mind! really! hahaha.
so now my next few days are gna be spent having worship team prac in church, which is pretty far away. well it's not exactly near. too bad i can't drive.
and my dad is so adamant on not letting me take my undang this year cos he's afraid i might kill myself if i got my drivers licence. ever the reasonable man.
but i don't mind being driven around:)

if i could make you forget

2008-12-03T01:05:00.005+08:00

yesterday was a great monday, as far as mondays go. best monday of the year, actually. Twilight. was the best 2++ hours i've ever spent freezing in a cinema. even though i was laughing 76% of the time. suck on that, critics!
and i'ma go watch it again sometime this week :D
Rob Pattinson just kept getting hotter as the movie played. sitting between jenn and qi means laughing a lot during inappropriate moments. which would mean..the whole movie was inappropriate? but damn funny la lol. espesh Jacob Black! hahahahaha Legolas wannabe. though the moment Edward appeared we laughed like hell. cos he looked so constipated!
the girls behind us..vair amusing. after the movie they were arguing about who Edward Cullen belonged to.
"He is sooooo mine!"
"No way he's mine!!!"
"Eh ashley go join them!"(qi)
yeaa right. i'd be delusional to do that :)
he looked hot though, from the moment he appeared with the sunnies.

watched it with nic,soonyi,yongs,dong,jung,wenhan,chuen and kieran too. and because of that, deciding on a place to eat was realleh funn -___-
so instead, the girls and i went shoe shopping x)
soons and i got shoes :D:D i love sales.
okay i really need to stop shopping!! i got two tops and earrings when i went out with leanne on sunday too. it's getting addictivee.

oh and i witnessed the most disturbing thing on sunday when i was out with lea. this little boy, 4 or 5 maybe? had his hands under a mannequin's dress and was like totally molesting the mannequin! with sucha fascinated and adorable expression. so cute la. but morbidly disturbing. the kid looked like he knew exactly what he was doing. hahahaha.
we were so bored after shopping and lunch/tea, we actually browsed around a household stuff store. they had nice chairs:)
my house is so gna have awesome artsy modern looking furniture x)

i broke a plate today. and now i'm so irritable. ughh.

on another topic.
yes i actually signed up for camp, and i'm actually going for it. why would i miss going to camp for the first time?:) hahahaha.
i'm fully aware that i hardly sound like myself saying that. but everyone says it's fun. and they've survived. there's still hope yet. not KRS camp obviously. i'm still me! haha.

be bold, what have you got to lose?:)

2008-11-27T20:41:00.005+08:00

as obvious as it was, it just needed to be that little be more and whack me in my face.
who knew guys could give good advice? surprise, surprise.

TUESDAY.
was a very blessed day:)))
how many of these days do you come by in a lifetime?
after auds, O.R.P. and Sixth Grace went to the mamak. ooh sounds catchy. Oneredpaperclip and SixthGrace went to the mamak!
had jenn for female company. lilies among the weeds x) cos i like lillies:) roses too! hahaha. always a classic.
we wanted to watch Quarantine, and Justin immediately warned us not to. cos it made him want to puke. hahaha. and he gave a very manly excuse for not wanting to come with us, citing that he had to go home and download Gossip Girl.
so Jenn and i were like "ooh Blair" and all and he went "i don't like Blair!"

hahahahaha watching Gossip Girl when you don't like Blair is like...ahh i'm too lazy to think up a metaphor for it. he gave us his profound opinion on GGirl.
"The ones that come and go are hotter."
were his exact words.
damn funny laaa. a 'had-to-be-there' moment x)

okay the magical part of the day now.
me, james, melv and jenn initially planned to get a cab to Ou. but there were literally no cabs in sight. got turned down by the first cab we saw.
i hate malaysian cabbies. damn bitchy la wei -___- we're paying youu!!!
so we decided to just walk and try get a cab on the way. i'm surprised i agreed to this. desperation!

we were walking along the kampung border, complaining about everything and using the guys as shields against m-cyclists.
when suddenly this (nice)car slows down next to us and the window rolls down.
and there was this nice looking middle-aged couple inside. they asked us for directions to Ou! they were from Taiping. they were speaking in chinese, so the rest did the communicating. and they offered to give us a lift to Ou!
and we were stunned for a moment, cos this went against what parents have been drilling into their kids' heads since forever.
"Don't get into a stranger's car!"
but they seemed so trustable, and it was a nice car. lol.

i see my blue nails:D the man's hat!
see how the four of us fit so perfectly in the backseat?!

james and i kept exchanging "OMG!!" looks in the car.
and we camwhored too. quite retarded la i must say, and we represent KL-lites somemore x)
damn cute la the couple they kept smiling. so nice!!
so surreal.

aww so sweet. okay now i'm beginning to think the woman's his daughter. cos the guy looked a lot older. LOL.

my friend makes unusual comments.
when browsing jewellery:
"isn't it heavy? it'll like make your ears like buddha ears! and what are those wires sticking out? "
when browsing dresses:
"it looks like it's made out of curtains. oh and that one's like a blanket!"

that day was the first time in four years that i accidentally left my phone at home. and jenn's phone died halfway. and we got separated from the guys. so damn brilliant.
i finally found a prom dress! thanks to jenn really. if not i wouldn't even have paid a second's attention to it cos it looked like a top at first. no worries now :D
and the next day, went over to j's to basically eat mint chocolate. awesome stuff ;) and oh pretty pretty umbrella. yongers, we have to watch HSM3 and or some hilarious japanese ghost flick before you leave! pref the ones with the shampoo ad girl lookalike ghosts. even funnier x)

___

i was so inexplicably bored today, i cleaned the house!

i could've sworn we disappeared tonight

2008-11-24T21:22:00.003+08:00

it's about, two weeks to prom and i haven't found the perfect dress yet. to dress for the band, or to dress for prom? went dress hunting yet again with leanne on sunday.
there's only one place left before all hope is gone.
my brother is probably the only person in my vicinity who can tolerate me squealing "Torres!!!!!omg Torres!!!" for 90minutes. family's got strong tolerance ;)
i might be going to singapore again :D soo def gonna invade Charles & Keith.
gotta renew my passport though. never been a fan of that place -__-

and ohmygosh, nigel and edmund can't make it for auds tmr. so that means if melv can't play bass, chichi has to and i have to take chi's place and play rhythm guitar.
or something like that.
by some miracle, tomorrow'd better work out.

i hate being ignored. save that for when i'm comatose or dead, please.

p.s.: Rob Pattinson mumbles worse than a sleepy HuaJ.

maybe i can make you need me.

2008-11-19T21:35:00.009+08:00

mmm, Curtis Stone is some hot stuff, no? he makes a half hour of my saturday morning bliss. now if only i had the cooking skills to match. whit looks like a pro scrambling eggs (hahaha) and it'd be a complete joke if i did that.
6 weeks to perfect my abilities!
sleepover was fun, except that i hate gambling at any time except CNY, and you know i've got my own reasons, don't you guys? srsly next time, no way.
and omg the horror movie. now thoughts of getting raped by a ghost fill my head before i sleep. sweet.
i can hear chi saying "Who'd wanna rape you?!"
haha very funny, chichi.

sooo. Thursday.
spent the whole day with my oldest and bestest friends everr. (ahaha omg that sounds so juvenile)

shall;)

danni:)

yea had a sudden desire to pose under brand signs.

Pavillion was painfully empty. yea it was a thursday so expected la. left and headed back to Danni's place for dinner, movie, and Taboo. again. as it's practically our ritual :D

carol:)

then it was a sleepover with whit and yinkz the next day with sleepover virgin(okay, not rly:D) leanne.
FREAKING HORROR MOVIE.

moving on.
baking sesh yesterday with my darlingest friend Sooks. we go way back, since kindergarten:) see, i keep in touch with people like that x) it's when you've know someone that long, and you can fast forward all the long absences and it's as if nothing's ever changed.

today, band practice, after what felt like an extremely long hiatus. we've okayed on Decode already!
most prolly our audition song next week.
oh how i love music:)

Nigel fixed my guitar!!!:D:D but now there's like a nail where the missing piece used to be. dropped off somewhere when the, uh, tragedy occured. but i think it looks unique x) sounds unique too -___- but only temporary til i get another piece that fits.
cab home with Joel and omg it was so hard getting a freaking cab. there srsly needs to be a law here so you don't get rejected by cab drivers.

'fers says:
temporaly
'fers says:
i dont know how to spell temperoly
'fers says:
temproraly
'fers says:
temperaly
'fers says:
WTF WEIH

how to survive in Denmark like that you tell me? :)

perfection is defined when your heart beats next to mine

2008-11-12T23:38:00.005+08:00

this pic is damn funny. zoom in.
school's out! hasn't really hit me yet. i'm just feeling so light and free all the time. so yea, SPM's in about 365 days now...
went shopping with lea on monday cos well, we were bored. tried out this new coffee place, Pick & Brew i think? the waiter there was srsly disgusting and kept flirting -___-
sick waiters aside, the mint chocolate frappe or something was awesome. so's the food! i usually hate carbonara cos of all the cream, but this was somehow diff:)
and we walked about 3 or 4 km that day shopping alone. and got new clothes omg that was such a great feeling.
leanne is disturbingly stubborn when it comes to buying things. i'm amazingly persuasive so it all works out x)

today was the last day of us being Form4s. we camwhored a lot :D

soonyi, nic and i:)

qi, sze, koks, nic, jou, soonyi, me.

none of our faces can match up to koks' patented Imba Face.

hahahaha nic looks disgusted and qi..resembles a demented housewife.

tons more, all on my facebook if anyone wants them. liesa's pics coming soon kayy!:)
Pavilion with Shall and Danni tomorrow. gna be a longlong catch up session. miss you girls.
and sleepover with the insane bunch on fri:)

my sweet mistake

2008-11-08T20:09:00.005+08:00

hello. to whoever stole our papers. 'fess up and we'll all love you already la.
next time just steal your own damn paper lahkay.
friday was an almost complete waste of time. the only worthwhile thing that happened was our complete girly bonding sesh about hair and bad acting. i've really missed conversations that don't involve graphs and gradients and voltaic cells and whatnot:) been about time!

fun can't be forced.
freedom after exams is highly overrated.
the most distinctly malaysian thing (that i love) are mamak restaurants.
on a freshly-rained night:
"It doesn't feel like malaysia!"
"There's a mamak right there."
hahaha yeaa jenn.

out of desperation, i was trying to shop online. and almost everything i see is just not my taste. someone tell me where the good places are! nothing beats shopping in reality.
can't waittt, lea. and ice skating with the band maybe! which i'm not sure is something i should really be looking forward to, because i fell like 5 times the last time and took about half an hour to make ONE round around the rink, fell WHILE holding on the wall and people's hands.
nigel's supposed to teach me this time so i hope my butt is spared from all the discomfort that followed the last time. and i have the chichi to steady me x)
and everyone needs to learn how to ice-skate, it's practically a life skill ;)
or would that be dangerous.

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!!
in the midst of exams and everything wordly, i'd completely forgotten how close it's getting.
which explains why i have not sang christmas songs in school at all this year!!there's still monday:)

here we go again, back to where we've never been

2008-10-31T19:22:00.004+08:00

ProjectGsus!

i somehow feel like exams are over. reality check, paper3s for all science subs are next week. as is addmath. had a really fun time doing logarithms the other day.
and FSGUOWRHGIOSNRGIOSNFKBSFLKBNIWRHOKGNRFZLN;DFIGH;NMFDHUSMVKDSHUOHSROGNKSFMLKBNOHSDZIKN3867RGNLKSFNBLKSHGO[WST'GSR;HGDE,N
just found out that our Chemistry papers, 1 and 2, are missing.
MOTHERFATHER LAAAAAAAA.
same thing happened to our Bio midterms.
why la whyyyyy.

History today was bearable, i'll be satisfied with an A2 la.
it just so happens that most of our papers which involve essay-writing are first thing in the morning.
first thing in the morning is the time when i'm not really in existence yet, just my luck.
and i've been feeling so dizzy these past week. i can barely walk straight without swaying to the side. must be the meds, or the increasing lack of sleep. tried to wake up at 5am for last min brush-ups on history, ended up pressing the snooze button about 6 times and woke up at 6. should've just woken up at 6 in the first place -___-

you, my dear, have been worrying me for quite some time already. you know you can talk to me if there's anything bothering you, right? and i'll do everything i can to help you. and i know i'm not the only one who'll do that :):)

Unforgettable Moment of pathetic day:
Ashley: Will you be here for New Years'?
YongYing: *in a sejarah-induced daze* When's New Years'?
hahahahahahahahaha.

you remind me of the time when i knew who i was

2008-10-30T23:03:00.004+08:00

INTERNET'S BACK.
LOUD 08 WAS AWESOME.
LIESA'S SWEET 16TH PARTY WAS AWESOME.
i just studied history from 3pm til ten with chuen and jaz, and i still think i'm doomed.
anyway, pics :)

it's fun getting your makeup done by pros.

it's not fun when you realise you look like a doll.

failed once,

failed twice.

panicked before as usual, nauseous as usual, exhilarated after performing as usual.
whooo OneRedPaperclip and Projectgsus!
LOUD 09 is in June next year! or July. will be much much more awesomer.
thankyou everyone for coming :D

history test tomorrow. farewell sanity.

stop making plans, start making sense

2008-10-10T21:20:00.004+08:00

the AstroSports channels are now mineee ;)
called up the hotline with glee and itchy fingers yesterday to subscribe, then giggled like a maniac, only to find out today that there're no EPL games this weekend. WHY WASN'T I NOTIFIED.
but there's Spain vs Estonia on sundayy. hope Torres is playing. he is, isn't he? don't stamp out flickering hope -____-

first LOUD worship team practice yesterday. nervousness, but everyone were such sweet people:)

COME TO LOUD 08, Y'ALL! 26th Oct, 5.30-9.00pm :)

could this be out of line, to say you're the only one?

2008-10-05T20:57:00.002+08:00

got a new top yesterday :)
what i need. right here.
www.handbagplanet.com
free handbag contest! everyone needs more bags.
worth a try i guess.

-

school's tomorrow and i think i get tons more studying done there than at home. been eating a ton of donuts lately. the price went up! Big Apple and J.Co are both from Indon., apparently.
nothing beats Big Apple!

a little bit more than you can take

2008-10-03T20:51:00.004+08:00

jenn and ashley baking at 8 in the freaking a.m. = speed dial for disaster.
and a fcking sweet mistake.
hahaha okay it wasn't that bad, our lemon bars tasted good!
cept they don't look very pretty.
but i swear, damn they taste good! james can testify. nigel was too afraid to try them -___-
pictures too embarrassing to post up x)
"it looks like roti canai...solid roti canai!"
"and it's shiny."

band prac...emgeee i waited damn long for them. got some studying done in the process and i feel happy :D
learnt how to play the drums for MiseryBusiness thanks to james. awesome to the blossom.
omg i really must stop saying things like that.
missed wen han's birthday thing cos of my mom's screwed up plans. sorry!! i know you had fun:)

sunlightt.

this is jenn, camwhoring by herself in the morning.
okay fine it was practically noon by then x)

i hate when you say how you love me now

2008-10-01T20:51:00.005+08:00

as far as hols go, this hasn't been a very holiday-like week. and i'm sure no one will agree with me more than the SPM-ers. it's been like, exactly a freaking year from PMR. howeverr, the calendar in my head still thinks it's like, Chinese New Year or something. because every now and then i feel the urge to go out and buy more clothes. what is this, mann.
whatever happened to buying a hugeass pile of clothes once a year and gradually making your way through it.
it's the constant sales! sure, they don't happen as often as i'd like them to...
but in our oh-so-modern we have auto-flushing toilets society, who needs a reason to shop?
hehh, who's complaining?
shop like it's Chinese New Year x)
or in this case, Hari Raya:)

had band practice at Edmund's house, much to the dismay of 5 people, because Edmund's house is extremely disconnected from the rest of the living world. okay, maybe not thaat disconnected. but far enough for us to get lost!
so James and i were in the car on the highway talking about..can't remember what exactly.
then somehow we got to the topic of MaydayParade and he said "too bad they broke up."
and i went "WHAT???!!" just a little too loudly and my dad almost screeched the brakes in shock.
oh gosh. sometimes daddys can't take too loud daughters and i forgot that for a second.
but oh well, we're still alive :D

Joel: *sings the tune for zhenchi to follow*
Chi: *sings what joel sang, while making an odd face...*
ashley and joel and nigel choke with laughter.

after band prac, we went to the playground. omg la i almost died laughing there. it's chichi!
everything he does in a playground is damn cute la. the slides! omggg.
then after getting a few bits of form4 sejarah in my head, went out to look at the sky with edmund. damn why does that sentence have to sound so gay.

tomorrow's my first jam session with the worship team for Loud 08!
i'm nervousss.

compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright

2008-09-29T17:53:00.010+08:00

confession: i think i might be one of the worst sisters ever. or my brother's just too hard to deal with. but srsly, 10yr old kids are a fckn stick up your ass. why on earth did i ever hate being an only child.
number one fact of life - people want what they can't have.
always.

i'd kill to have a donut/cupcake right now.
it's the damn pills, i'm sure.

i'm trawling xanga for icons and quotes and damn i miss all the pretty xanga layouts!
why can't blogger beat xanga's prettiness =/
shall go drown in James Morrison's voice now.

*edited*
check out The Maine's cover of I Wanna Love You! yes, the Akon one. i swear, it's nothing like the original. though the chorus kinda sucks.
and the lead singer's hot. looks like Kyle Patrick.
their other songs are much awesomer, though.

this day probably ate up my heart, and i've got nothing to show for it

2008-09-28T10:40:00.005+08:00

so, summing up my week:

i, Ashley Wong, being so brilliant, dropped my phone in a cup of water -_____-i was laughing at my brother while holding my phone over my glass of water. great positioning. to those of you who know me well enough..laughter takes over me. and my phone slipped outta my hand, into the water i didn't even get a chance to drink yet. hehh, i'm making it sound like i hardly get the chance to drink water. it was damn funny how my dad and i just stared at the phone-in-cup-of-water for about two seconds before i freaked out and fished it out.

and got a new phone x)

got through auditions for the worship team for LOUD 08 :D

got the Mastermind prom gig :D yeaa, a tuition centre prom. sounds funny but i hope it turns out good.

songwriting is deeply therapeutic.

the author of the smkbu4parents blog is damn free la, srsly. hahaha.
overripe strawberries turned into strawberry pie makes a superb companion for watching Grey's.
Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill are taking forever to download!!!!=/

you know it will always just be me

2008-09-23T21:14:00.004+08:00

time is just taking its own sweet time to pass, dragging itself on its ass like never before.
feels like two days passed when one's barely even over.
i just remembered i forgot to get myself those adorable short shorts from Topshop. arghhhh. how brilliant of me.

MM periods are so much better out of the lib x)

this is gonna sound so funny, but i've been jogging and "running around" my neighborhood more than usual lately. (more than usual being just basically getting out and about, fresh airr.)
and the sky never fails to mesmerize me. i don't ever wanna leave this place, cos our skies are so gorgeously unique. sempurnaa.
i wanna breathe the sky in! oh gosh that sounds a tad twisted now.

MaydayParade is the shizzz.

we're just getting to the part where the shock sets in.

2008-09-21T22:23:00.002+08:00

i'm procrastinating like never before for my moral project.
and it's just the contents page i have to do.
srsly, not studying is worse than studying. it messes with your head, makes you unable to let go and just breathe.
and on top of that, just had a screamfest with my mother. my head hurts fantastically now.

band auditions yesterday were alright, except that my mic sucked and the studio that they used didn't have a keyboard for melv. and also the studio just basically sucked. but i think we did alright:)
church auditions..omg i was so nervous and antsy. thank gosh chichi and edmund were with me before my turn. and edmund's calmness helped too x)

okay people.
LOUD Concert 2008 is coming!
when:26th october (i know, i know, it's during exams! but it's on a saturday, and the following week y'all have Deepavali hols! so you MUST COME! or ikillyou :))
where: DUMC Dream Centre
time:5.30-9.00pm.
this is not the time to be typical malaysians and be late.(or "on the way, traffic jam!!") heh. i'm an expert at that.
One Red Paperclip's performing :D

you undo me, you move me in ways undefined

2008-09-19T23:44:00.004+08:00

indecisiveness is second nature to females, i swear. there's no other possible explanation.
have a whole bunch of dvds to watch, from james, soonyi, and some other people who are going to be vair vair pissed at the fact that i forgot i'm having their dvds right now.
you know who you are, cos i don't =/
kahkit's 'prank' phone calls which during he stubbornly insists that he's Brad Pitt and wants to leave Angelina(cos she's secretly lesbian, oooh...) are soo repetitivee.
on the other non-bright side, gna have to take pills for another monthhh.

"C, to the h, the i, to the c-k-e-n... RICE!"(Fergalicious -___-)
"Beribu-ribu tin milo yang kupunyaaa, jangan curiii Milokuuuu..."(tune of Belaian Jiwa)
sung by the lovely gay voices of koks and qi.

us being overly enthusiastic beings, we started planning our prom for next year during a free period(in which we were supposed to be studying chem)
Rockstaarrr prom!
that'd be so insanely awesome, if only everyone would be sporting enough.
"OMG, what if ******** is the head of the prom comittee?"
"OH SHITTTTT..."

auditions tomorrow! two!!
time to panic and feel nauseous.
these womanly times, jenn. womanly indeed.

infatuation turns to disease

2008-09-14T00:21:00.004+08:00

that was one hell of a week.
on the bright side, we're in for the ttdi prom gig :)
my stomach muscles still hurt.
how ironic it is that after doing precisely one minute of sit-ups, my muscles hurt for days afterward. hahahaha. waking up the next morning was hell.
i'm the laziest person i know.

JOE JONAS IS HOT.

had dinner and heart to hearts with lea in kennyrogers on Friday, while being amused by people learning to swim in the pool below. i know i'm never gonna take swimming lessons in such an unprivate place like that x)
shopped! felt extremely guilty just after, but after awhile i got used to it :D
church today as usual, omg we're like little kids la x)

this is prolly common knowledge in 4teratai by now.
jenn's peanut butter cookies are freaking awesome:D
i'm gonna curl up in bed to my Jodi Picoult novel and dark chocolate m&ms:)
bliss.

Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.
energy, depressed ones!
hahaha it's surprisingly true.

baby it's cool, you suck in school anyway:)

2008-09-08T22:17:00.006+08:00

guys tend to forget girls are girls sometimes, treat with respect and dignity please.
i'm not exactly speaking from a personal point, but anyhow it happens more and more these days. whatever happened to chivalry?
we're fragile(but stronger than you'd ever know).
treating my close guy friends too much like girls is something i've been guilty of..but hey, it's either this or the other way round right? hahaha and i'm sure i'm not the only one x) i still love y'all all the same:)

my dad is somewhere else on earth other than here right now, and i didn't even bother to ask him where. guess i forgot i didn't know...but i'm getting used to his absence during biz trips far easier than i did last time, and i'm not entirely sure whether this is a good or bad thing.
the only things he's brave enough to get us nowadays from overseas are chocolate seashells. and chocolate truffles. and chocolate hearts.(not complaining here)
shoes, clothes, and jewellery can only either be loved or loathed by me and the mother.
too many so far have been loathed x)
ahh but since daddys just so happen to be clueless guys...forgiven;)

i desperately am in need of deeper, more fulfilling sleep. ehhmygawwd i think i'm falling sick. which wouldn't much of a surprise, as soonyi and nic both are and i'm stuck between them in class. monsters:D

ONE TREE HILL SEASON 6 IS FCKN AWESOME. FROM THE VERY START.

i might very well accidentally stare just a little too long at you.

2008-09-06T11:48:00.002+08:00

my September5th night turned out to be nothing like i'd anticipated. so tired, i slept at 11.
who sleeps at 11 these days?!
hahaha i know my sleeping times are whacked.

screwed up organizers.
like yea, thanks for the compensation cash but whatevs la.

irregardless. band prac at church as already planned went on.
we've got new songs :D
the ceiling.. well something memorable is there now.
band bonding sesh over carrot cake or what i thought was carrot cake.
(was that really carrot cake? cos i've never really liked carrot cake before but that was one awesome shiz of a slice of carrot cake!)
got a gorgeous blister on my toe from my stupid flip flops.
and ohemmgee, garlic cheese naan is like damn awesome too.
hahaha. some malaysian i am. that was my first try.

the effing stubborn brown stains on my hands is silver nitrate! from chem -___-
hahaha soonyi and jinwai got stained too. i was freaking out the night before because they simply refused to come off and i didn't even know what it was.
hooomygawd i tried everything, and my skin just turned red.
now i just look dirty -___-

you electrify my life

2008-09-02T21:32:00.003+08:00

everytime i do a personality test, i always end up with a tied score for two conflicting personalities.
and then i get irritated with the fact that even though the lines between different personalities are so seemingly distinct and different, they're smudged and blurred for me.
so i guess that's a sign for you to be careful ;)

Rome, Rome, ROME.
i'm gonna marry a guy who's a vampire/footballer/musician/chef/can teach me how to swim without getting drowned in the process/will bring me to Rome.
hahahahahaha keep on dreaming awake, ashley :)

One Red Paperclip.
all hail the transportless, taxi-loathing band.
at least just till next year when james can drive and it better be quick x)